I
was reading the Great American Screenwriter newsletter, and I found
this really good article by Signe Olynyk as she discusses writer's
block. I thought I should share it with all of you:
Inspiration From a
Slaughterhouse
by Signe ‘The Meat Freezer Girl’ Olynyk
Unmotivated. Lazy. Creatively constipated . Is this you?
It happens to all of us. We’re all overworked, underpaid, overwhelmed,
and under-appreciated. From time to time, this stew of exhaustion can cause us
creative types to lose focus and drive, and our artistic engines can stall.
BUT, there is good news. It is called a solution.
I write this because I have been dealing with my own creative
exhaustion. Let me back up.
Three years ago, I had a low budget concept about a guy locked in a meat
freezer. As someone who is always trying to make ‘Ben Hur in five minutes’, the
simplicity of this idea was a personal breakthrough. But as I wrote the script,
I was overcome with the worst case of writer’s block imaginable.
I went to film festivals and conferences. I took classes and read
books. I stared at my computer screen and drank buckets of caffeine. One day,
I even strapped myself to a chair to keep from fleeing the keyboard. Where was
the inspiration that would get me through the hell of writing this ‘man in a
box’, script?
After months of little progress, I tried this wondrous thing called the
internet. I googled. Meat freezer. Slaughterhouse. Trapped in cooler. Words
that I hoped would trigger some sort of creative anything. As I searched, I
came across an abandoned, slaughterhouse near Edson, Alberta that was for sale.
After contacting the woman who owned it, I asked if I could come for a
visit.
When I got there, I then asked if she would lock me in her freezer, and
NOT LET ME OUT – until the script was done.
Admittedly, this does sound somewhat…extreme. Looking back, the
expression on her face (part fear, part confusion, mixed with a whole lot of
‘are you friggin kidding’) was understandable. But anyone who knows me also
understands how obsession, and the quest for authenticity in one’s craft often
removes the ability to reason.
After spending five days locked in the freezer, I emerged with a
completed script. A year later, we were in production on the feature film,
‘Below Zero’, filming in the same location I wrote it, with stars Edward Furlong
(Green Hornet, American History X, Terminator II), horror icon, Michael Berryman
(The Hills Have Eyes, Weird Science), and Kristin Booth (Young People Fucking,
The Kennedys).
I’ll write another time about how we did THAT. But for now, let’s get
back to that solution I promised you. How do you get past your own creative ice
block? Where do you find inspiration in your own life?
I’m not saying you have to lock yourself in the freezer of an abandoned
slaughterhouse to write a great script. But you do have to be willing to do
what it takes. Inspiration is a luxury, and we should all cling to it when the
muse strikes, like the welcome friend she is. Most of the time, we have to
create our own inspiration. To my workaholic mind, that generally means making
a ‘to do list’ and racing around to accomplish a whole bunch of things to
‘inspire’ inspiration. But the opposite is generally true. What we really need
to do…is often, nothing.
‘Nothing’ means just experiencing the laughter of our children, and the
company of good friends and family. Finding it in the movies, books, and tv
shows we love. Taking walks and ‘nature moments’ where we simply breathe and
appreciate the world we live in. Getting rest and taking vacations, so we are
capable of even being inspired.
I haven’t decided what I am going to write next, but having myself locked
up in a freezer seemed to be the only way I could overcome my own writer’s
block. Perhaps my next script will be about some guy, trapped in Club Med.
That sounds so…inspiring.
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