Friday, November 19, 2021

"Split's got a big personality"/ "On stranger tides" (The Pirates of Somalia)

 Jan. 20, 2017 "Split's got a big personality": Today I found this movie review by Chris Knight in the Edmonton Journal:  




Writer/director M. Night Shyamalan likes to take a simple idea and run with it. 

Like: What if the protagonist of a story was dead the whole time? 

Or: What if aliens who were allergic to water invaded a planet that was covered in the stuff?

And what if Mel Gibson was the only man standing in their way?

Shyamalan’s newest, Split, stars James McAvoy as a man with dissociative identity disorder — what old folks call multiple personalities. His character has 23 identities, although we only meet about eight of them in the film. The first, Dennis, kidnaps three teenage girls in the opening scene, locking them away in an underground bunker.

The teens are Marcia (Jessica Sula), Claire (Haley Lu Richardson), and Casey (Anya Taylor-Joy). Casey is far and away the most interesting, given that she gets an extended backstory, played out in flashback — something about being taught to handle a rifle as a five-year-old by her father and uncle. I was surprised how little these scenes connected with the rest of the movie.

Taylor-Joy is, however, worth watching for her own sake. Maybe it’s those wide-set eyes; she seems to see more than anyone else in her movies, and in this one she’s the first of the captives to get a handle on what makes Dennis tick.

For those without preternatural vision, Shyamalan helpfully front-loads Split with several overly long scenes of expository psychobabble.

They are delivered sincerely if awkwardly by actress Betty Buckley, although one senses the voice of the director, and it might have been easier if he’d just come out and delivered a prologue like Rod Serling in the Twilight Zone. 

He does have a bizarre, unnecessary cameo.

Buckley’s character, Dr. Karen Fletcher, seems a little too pleased with the upsides of the multiple-personalitied.

“They are what they believe they are,” she gushes.

And: “Is this where our sense of the supernatural comes from?”

Never mind reverse psychology; hers is the 23-speed variety.

But the bulk of the film, and the most fun to be found in it, deals with Dennis’s alter egos.

McAvoy performs as a giggly nine-year old with a crush on Casey; a fashion designer; evil Mrs. Doubtfire; the most boring history professor ever; and a few more besides.
It’s a shame the Scottish actor didn’t also give us a mad Glaswegian, or maybe a Sean Connery impersonator.

There are moments of fear and loathing in the story, but at just under two hours the whole production overstays its welcome, and isn’t really as clever as the director would have us believe.


Nov. 15, 2021 My opinion: I saw the trailer, and it doesn't really interest me.



Apr. 27, 2017 "On stranger tides": Today I found this article by Simon Houpt in the Globe and Mail:

If George Plimpton and Hunter S. Thompson had a love child, it might have been a young Canadian fellow by the name of Jay Bahadur.

Back in the sixties, you may recall, Plimpton was a famed practitioner of something known as participatory journalism, wherein he would throw himself into vocations as varied as NFL quarterback, symphonic percussionist and stand-up comedian in order to write knowingly about the experience.

Bahadur went for a meta twist: His chosen vocation was journalism itself. Despite having no background in the field whatsoever – his professional interviewing experience evidently limited, in his job as an entry-level market researcher for a paper-products company, to querying store managers on their shelf-stocking practices – Bahadur travelled to Somalia in 2009 as pirates were seizing ships in the Gulf of Aden, and simply proceeded to cover the unfolding crisis.

(Oh, and Dr. Thompson’s gonzo DNA? Bahadur regularly found himself chewing khat with the pirates, the leafy green addictive narcotic they insisted he bring to their sit-downs as the price of entry.)

Bahadur’s fake-it-till-you-make it approach yielded The Pirates of Somalia: Inside Their Hidden World, an acclaimed 2011 bestseller that a Globe and Mail reviewer praised for its “grasp of the minutiae of how local clans interact, and his ability to explain this seminal aspect of Somali culture to us.”

And on Thursday night, an indie film adaptation of the book, titled Dabka (translated from Somali as “into the fire”) and starring Al Pacino, Melanie Griffith, Barkhad Abdi and Evan Peters, the latter as the callow Bahadur, will have its world premiere at the Tribeca Film Festival in New York.

If what Bahadur did was bonkers, he aspired to convey a rare level of nuance and understanding about Somalia. The film, too, resists Hollywood-style cheap thrills. (Pirates! Shipboard shoot’em-ups! Gold-toothed bandits!) 

But if its approach is more morally forthright than what normally makes its way to screens, it made the film a lot harder to sell.

“I think the idea of a guy who’s going in really over his head, kinda clueless, not knowing what he’s getting himself into – the spirit of that was conveyed [in the film] pretty dead on,” says Bahadur, 33, chuckling over the phone earlier this week from Nairobi, where he is currently doing investigative work for an international agency. 

In the film, the fictional Bahadur, wearing a Toronto Blue Jays jersey and fussing with a tape recorder that keeps acting up, bluffs his way through interviews with dignitaries and pirates alike.

Director Bryan Buckley, whose only other feature is the impressively acidic 2015 Sundance hit The Bronze, may seem an unusual candidate to make a drama set in a war-torn African nation. Dubbed “the 30-second auteur” by The New York Times, he has more than 40 Super Bowl spots on his CV, including ads for Bud Light, FedEx and E-Trade. (Perhaps you remember his work with the chimpanzees.)

“There’s always going to be that commercial-director stigma,” Buckley acknowledges, patched in to the call this week with Bahadur. “Although, look, if you end up doing the right thing on a commercial, obviously it can be powerful and entertaining and honest.”

In fact, it was a commercial, of sorts, which brought him into Bahadur’s sphere.

In 2010, Buckley made No Autographs, a nine-minute documentary for the Office of the United Nations High Commissioner for Refugees which followed the Sudanese-born NBA All-Star Luol Deng on a trip to the Kakuma refugee camp in Kenya. “Both Somalia and the plight of the refugee became very clear to me, firsthand,” he recalls.

Inspired by that experience, Buckley wrote and directed Asad, an 18-minute fictional drama about a Somali boy trying to resist a life of piracy, which nabbed an Oscar nomination for best live-action short film. 

“Jay’s book was what we used for research to make that film. Literally, he had the only material that was available,” Buckley notes. That film, which starred two Somali boys who had never acted until Buckley began training them, served as something of a template for Dabka.

 (The end credits for both films note all of the Somali refugees who contributed to the productions.)

With Asad helping to prove his bona fides, Buckley’s production team, including the Canadian born producer Mino Jarjoura, secured the rights to Bahadur’s book after some back-and-forth with the author.

“When Bryan was sort of selling me on the project early, he said, ‘I don’t want this to be Black Hawk Down,’ ” Bahadur recalls. “That stuck in my head, because that film looked like they had cast Nigerians as Somalis speaking a Bantu language, not speaking Somali. Granted, those nuances would be lost on a lot of the audience. But to Somalis, that’s sort of an extremely insulting portrayal.”

That’s not the only way in which Buckley’s film differs from Black Hawk Down, which came under fire for a range of inaccuracies. For, while the possibility of danger is always lurking in Dabka – Westerners were, after all, being kidnapped, ransomed and killed in 2009 – Buckley tries to focus on the locals as much as the white man at the centre of the story.

He also saw the film as a call to action. Still, it is not overly earnest.

“If you preach too heavily, I think you have a hard time having people listen,” he says.

While the film is consistently engaging, it refuses to pander to the assumptions of a Western audience. “When you make a movie that takes somebody into Somalia, the expectations are preset – and this is based on both the media and Hollywood – of what’s going to happen. And a certain degree of reality, for sure,” Buckley says. “Part of what the film tries to do is let the mind [imagine what could happen].”

In the film, Bahadur’s security handlers warn him against opening the steel shutters on his window; later, as he pursues a friendship with a wife of a powerful pirate, viewers may brace for the Hollywood-inevitable reprisal.

But since – spoiler alert – nothing too bad ended up happening to Bahadur during his three months in the country, Buckley faced a challenge: “This is why this is an independent feature, because, if you go into a studio, they’re going to go, ‘C’mon, man, somebody’s gotta get shot here! He’s gotta get on the [pirate] ship! Fist fight! Something?!’ ”

Over the phone, he and Bahadur share a laugh.

“But we had to stay true, and just play with the mind, and build the drama around that.”



Nov. 15, 2021 My opinion: This looks like a serious drama, so I'm not going to watch it.

I do like "participatory journalism."  I try new things and experience things and write about it.

It's like going to a restaurant and trying the food, and writing a review of it.

"Joyless, convoluted and unrewarding" (Assassin's Creed)/ "Just along for the ride" (Passengers)/ "A tug on your heartstrings" (Lion)

Dec. 21, 2016 "Joyless, convoluted and unrewarding": Today I found this article by Lindsay Bahr in the Edmonton Journal:



In "Assassin's Creed" a death row inmate is saved by a shadowy organization because they need him to unlock the memories of his 15th century ancestor Aguilar to find the location of an apple that contains the genetic code to free will because Marion Cotillard wants to end violence ... or something. There have surely been sillier film premises, but even in a year that gave us "Independence Day: Resurgence," I'm hard pressed to think of anything as convoluted and, in the end, as joyless and unrewarding as this.

Yes, "Assassin's Creed" is attempting to give a serious narrative origin story to the popular video game, ostensibly setting up interest in possible future films. But it's hard to even feign interest in this one, let alone what might come next. 

Director Justin Kurzel's film embodies the worst tendencies of modern blockbusters to feel not like a full movie, but a tease for what's to come — a television pilot on the big screen. It's become the de facto operating mode for franchise storytelling where instead of relying on a natural interest, the studios force audiences to want more by simply not giving them a full story in the first place.

In the case of "Assassin's Creed," they try to give an emotional entryway into understanding the ancient conflict between the Templars, who want order, and the Assassins, who have sworn to preserve free will at all costs, through the story of Cal Lynch. We meet Cal as a kid — a daredevil troublemaker who bikes home to find Patsy Cline's "Crazy" blaring over the speakers and his mother dead at the kitchen table. 

His father, sporting a dramatic hooded cape, is there with a knife and tells Cal that he needs to get out and "live in the shadows." Then some government types in black SUVs storm the house as Cal escapes on the rooftops.

Did his dad kill his mom? Was he trying to protect Cal? Does any of it make a bit of sense having never met any of these characters before? And what was with that cape? The answers sort of come, but not for a while. By that point you may have forgotten that you were supposed to care in the first place. 

The next time we meet up with Cal, he's grown into Michael Fassbender and is on death row for murder (also left largely unexplored). His last words are that he'll see his dad in hell, but, then he wakes up in an operating room where Sofia (Cotillard) explains to him that her company faked his death and now he's going to work for her and her father (Jeremy Irons) but that he's definitely not their prisoner. 

Cal, sensing probably that too many "you're not a prisoner" declarations probably means the opposite, attempts to escape anyway, in the first of at least three unintentionally hilarious slow mo sequences, but to no avail. They soon hook him up to an insane contraption called the animus that takes Cal back to 1492 Spain — basically into a video game — where he and his fellow Assassins hunt down this Apple of Eden.

It's all so relentlessly dumb and confusing. Among its other sins, like three scenes in a row ending with Cal saying that he's hungry, somehow three screenwriters decided that phrases like "you turn to violence, I turn to science" were really the best they had. 

Even the visuals lack flair — surprising since Kurzel turned in the stylish "Macbeth" last year with Fassbender and Cotillard. In the end, the real mystery has little to do with the Assassins, the Templars or the Apple of Eden and more to do with why so many talented thespians thought this was a good idea.

"Assassin's Creed," a 20th Century Fox release, is rated PG-13 by the Motion Picture Association of America for "for intense sequences of violence and action, thematic elements and brief strong language." Running time: 115 minutes. One star out of four.


Nov. 15, 2021 My opinion: I recorded the movie on my DVR.  I saw the first 15 min. of the movie and thought it was kind of boring.  I stopped.  Then way later, I deleted the movie.

I go by the 15 min. movie movie rule: If you don't like the first 15 min. of a movie, you can stop watching it.  I wrote about this before.  It was way back when I was in elementary school age and watching the TV show Street Cents.  If you go to a theatre and watch the first 15 min. of a movie, and you walk out, you can get a full refund.


"Just along for the ride": Today I found this article by Chris Knight about the movie Passengers in the Edmonton Journal:

The screenplay for Passengers has been in something of suspended animation itself. Written a decade ago, it was at one point set to star Keanu Reeves and Emily Blunt. (I know; whoa.)

 And full disclosure, I got hold of an early script several years back, and fell in love with the story. This final version ends on both a weaker and more sudden note than the original screenplay. 

Passengers is also the latest film to reveal too much in its advertising; I haven’t offered spoilers here, but it may already be too late.

The film was directed by Norway’s Morten Tyldum, whose 2011 film Headhunters rightfully put him on Hollywood’s radar. His next project was The Imitation Game, which had eight Oscar nominations, including Best Picture. This one is a flawed beast, but it gets enough things right to offer a worthwhile escape. My rating takes into account the fact that the writer and director are capable of better things.




"A tug on your heartstrings": Today I found this article by Chris Knight who reviews Lion and it's in the Edmonton Journal:

Luke Davies’ screenplay, adapted from Saroo’s own book, paints the young man’s quest for home as an inner conflict. He feels guilty at wanting to reconnect with his birth family, since his adoptive one has been so welcoming. 

He meets Lucy (Rooney Mara) in his hotel management course, and the expectation – in society and in certain types of movie – would be to forget the past and forge a future with her.

Lion comes with a tearjerker ending that could have been mawkish if the filmmakers didn’t bend over backwards to earn every emotional beat. Understatement is their watchword, whether in the depiction of Saroo’s hot-and-cold relationship with Lucy (no histrionics!), or his confession about his search to Kidman’s character, which results in an even more startling admission from her.






Friday, November 5, 2021

Tracy's ideal life vs. Tracy's real life (Part 2)/ "Missing Out: In Praise of the Unlived Life" by Adam Phillips

 


Tracy's ideal life (as a TV writer & producer, Actor, Office Career) vs. Tracy's real life (Part 1)

Tracy's blog: Tracy's ideal life (as a TV writer & producer, Actor, Office Career) vs. Tracy's real life (Part 1) (badcb.blogspot.com)


Oct. 4, 2021 Tracy's ideal life (Part 2): I have to write about this, so I can deal with it and move on.

Victoria Performing Arts school: I wanted to be an actor since I was 11 yrs old.  When I was 12 yrs old I found out about this school and wanted to go there, but my parents wouldn't let me.  

If I went to this school, I may have been a successful actor.  However, you don't have to go to that school to be successful.  Here are some Edmonton actors:

1. Eric Johnson- he is one of my favorite actors since I was 15 yrs old.  He went to Victoria Performing Arts school. 

Eric Johnson - IMDb

2. Nathan Fillion- he is my sister's favorite actor and she met him.

Fillion was raised in Edmonton's Mill Woods neighbourhood[8] and completed his secondary and post-secondary education in Edmonton, attending Holy Trinity Catholic High School, Concordia University College of Alberta, and the University of Alberta, where he was a member of the Kappa Alpha Society.[9] He has been a U.S. citizen since 1997.[10]

Nathan Fillion - Wikipedia

Nathan Fillion - IMDb

3. Kyle Mac- he didn't go to Victoria either.

Kyle Mac - IMDb

Tracy Au   @TracyAu2
Sep 20
@KyleMacHere Hi, what high school did you go to?

Kyle Mac
@KyleMacHere
Sep 21
 
@TracyAu2 Ross Sheppard High School in Edmonton, Ab.
2016:
Tracy Au   @TracyAu2
Feb 19
@KyleMacHere Why Ross Shep? Why not Victoria Performing Arts high school? Eric Johnson ("Rookie Blue") went there.
Kyle Mac
@KyleMacHere
Feb 20
 
@TracyAu2 it's where my brother went, and I wasn't really a performer until later on;)
  1. Kyle Mac liked your Tweets
    @KyleMacHere Congratulations on season 2 of Between. I'm happy and excited abou
    Tracy Au   @TracyAu2
    Apr 04
    @KyleMacHere You didn't answer my question. How old were you when decided to become an actor?
    Kyle Mac
    @KyleMacHere
    Apr 04
     
    @TracyAu2 I was probably 17!

4. Niall Matter- I don't know what high school he went to.

"He continued to work on the oil rigs alongside his grandfather and brother Trevor until the age of 25, while simultaneously moving to Vancouver and attending Vancouver Film School in pursuit of his long-term goal of an acting career."

Niall Matter - Wikipedia

Niall Matter - Biography - IMDb

5. Terry Chen- I don't know what high school he went to.

"After an education at schools in Edmonton and Vancouver, British Columbia, he attended college in Calgary and studied at the University of Calgary. He moved to Vancouver to pursue acting.[1]"

Terry Chen - Wikipedia

Terry Chen - IMDb

6. Michael J. Fox- I don't know what high school he went to.  On the internet, he moved around a lot when he was a kid and teen.

Michael J. Fox - IMDb


My co-worker Jessica's experience at the school: She worked at my 2nd restaurant job and she went there for the music program.  She described the music program as average, and she could have went to a regular high school like mine and the program would be the same.  The money seems to be going more into drama and acting instead of music.  That's her opinion. 

My opinion: I know that even when I was 13 and 14 yrs old, my parents would never let me go to that school.  I was a C student.  You need to keep an eye on Tracy so she can pass math and science, and graduate out of high school within 3 yrs.

Even if I was a straight-A student like my big sister and little brother, my parents would never let any of us go to that school.  My dad's opinion was that the school was kind of "ghetto."


MacEwan University Arts Campus: I did get to go to an arts school in university.  In 2006-2008, I attended this school for the Professional Writing program.  The school is where all the music and arts students attended.  I did get what I wanted, but it was later in my life.


NAIT's TV program: "This is from Tracy's ideal life (Part 1)":

Plan A: I applied into NAIT's TV program.  I wrote the Career Investigation report on my own, without help.

The Fall 2004 Intake- reject

Plan B: I got into NAIT's Graphic Communications 2004-2005.

I wrote the Career Investigation report with my sister's help.

I didn't graduate because it was kind of too hard for me.  There was no math or science.  This was mainly computer programs like Adobe Photoshop and InDesign, etc.

(This is still Plan A): I applied to get into NAIT's TV program again because I wanted to give it another shot.   I wrote the Career Investigation report on my own, without help.

Fall 2005 Intake- reject

Winter 2006 Intake- reject.  I wrote the Career Investigation report with my sister's help.

2017: I went through my old emails in 2017 and I emailed someone there who works for the program with this subject title: "I want to write and produce a TV drama, will NAIT's TV program help me?"

I got this reply:

"The Radio and Television/Television program does center primarily on news including  videography, editing, on-air, writing, sourcing, social media, etc.

These skills are very transferable and we have many graduates that are working in other areas like production, advertising, other aspects of television and film, charitable organizations and government.

There are many aspects and skills required to produce television and news broadcasts are just another type of show.  But if you are looking for serialized television production another program might suit you better.

The NAIT Digital Media program may have courses in television and film production.  You can contact Digital Media at 780-378-6140 or email DMIT@nait.ca

Red Deer College also offers programs in film and theatre arts that might be just what you are looking for too."

My opinion: I looked up Red Deer College and found this:

Bachelor of Applied Arts, Film, Theatre and Live Entertainment | Red Deer College (rdc.ab.ca)


2018: I emailed this woman who graduated out of the program.  I met here in 2018 and wrote to her now in 2021:

Hi 

I'm Tracy Au and we have met each other once in Nov. 2018.  You probably don't remember this, but we were waiting at the bus stop at night on Jasper Ave.  We started talking and you told me about NAIT's TV program.  I follow you on LinkedIn.  I wrote down notes and now I want to publish this on my blog www.badcb.blogspot.ca

Is this okay, if I post this on my blog?  May I put your full name, or first name, or only first initial?  Thanks.

She emailed me back the next day, and said she did remember meeting me.  She told me I wasn't allowed to put her experience on my blog, and thanks for asking.

I will mainly say it was like what the email above said earlier, like it's more for working for TV news stations.  If you want to be creative, go to Vancouver Film School or British Columbia

Hypothetical situation #1: I get accepted into NAIT's TV program, and after the first year I don't pass or graduate.  

That is a possibility because my grades in high school weren't good.  I didn't graduate out of the Graphic Communications 1 yr program at NAIT.

Hypothetical situation #2:  I get accepted into NAIT's TV program, and I graduate.  

I don't know if that is going to happen, because I never attended the program.  I never even attended a Student-for-a- day and be there for a day to see what the program's like.


2012 TV production company job search: I rebooted my TV production company job search.  I attended an interview in 2008, and didn't get hired.  I decided I will work a regular job at a restaurant in the day and pitch my script to TV production companies in the evenings.  I got 2 interviews in 2 months in 2012.  I called my friend Angela about this:

Angela: How come you didn't do this sooner?

Tracy: I did.  I attended a job interview at a TV production company back in 2008, after I graduated from Professional Writing.  I wrote about it on my blog.

It's okay that she and my friends, family, or blog readers will probably not remember that I attended a job interview at a TV production company from 5 yrs ago.

In Dec. 2014, I was sick for 2 days and decided to look for the blog post about that 2008 interview and I couldn't find it.  I edited spelling, punctuation, and grammar.  In Dec. 2020, I was saving and backing up my blog and I found it:

Dynacor Media: 

In May 2008:

job/ drive/ shopping

Tracy's blog: job/ drive/ shopping (badcb.blogspot.com)

This morning I got up at 10am. Since I got a email from Dynacor, I wanted to get his name so I could call them back. I then called and we will have an interview on Fri. He said I could be a production assistant and not only an office assistant. My dream of working at TV production company could be coming true. I also got a email from Media Masters, but he said that they are a production company. They don't produce the film like pay the writer for the script. They only film it. He told me to get an investor and money for the project before I could call them and start filming.


job/ charity/ 27 Dresses

Tracy's blog: job/ charity/ 27 Dresses (badcb.blogspot.com)

May 9: I went to the Dynacor job interview. It was good. They asked that I email my The Fighter script to them and I did. What was interesting was that one of them kind of recognized me because my name sounded familiar. I told her I called her back in 2004 when I was trying to get into Nait's tv program. They don't really have time to train a production assistant, but they will keep my resume on file. She gave me some tips and production companies like Anaid, Reel girls and Panacea Productions. Call Citytv and ask who is in charge of programming.


In Nov. 2018: 

Dynacor Media job interview/ "It's do or dye" (Timeless)

Tracy's blog: Dynacor Media job interview/ "It's do or dye" (Timeless) (badcb.blogspot.com)


Job tips: 

1. Don't write about your job interview on your blog like I did in 2008.

2. If you do write about it, don't mention the company name or identifying details of the company.

3. If you do write about it, you can mention the company name if you attended an interview at the place years ago and there is no negative comments about it like I did in the 2018 blog post.

I'm going to let the 2008 blog posts stand, because it's not negative.  In the 2018 blog post, I didn't write anything negative.  There were negative reviews of the company, but I copy and pasted those from another website.


Oct. 8, 2021 NAIT's Graphic Communications program: I went into this program, because I was rejected from the NAIT's TV program.   I didn't want to go into a 2nd yr upgrading at Centre High.

Graphic design is creative and practical.  I didn't graduate and that's fine.

This lead me to go into Professional Writing and that's creative and practical.

Oct. 9, 2021 Hypothetical situation #1: If I did graduate out of NAIT's Graphic Communications program, and then I do my practicum at a company and get hired and work as a graphic designer.

Hypothetical situation #2: I don't get hired at the company and work at a regular job like at a clothing store.

Real life: I work at a regular job at a clothing store.

Either way I wouldn't be happy, because I wasn't following my dream to be a TV writer and producer.  

My opinion: I am totally over not graduating out of the Graphic Communications program.  I have been over it since I was accepted into the MacEwan's Professional Writing program.

The goal to be a TV writer and producer:

1. I want to be an executive TV writer and producer/ show runner of my own TV show.  I want to write my script and entertain people with them.

2. I am an associate producer or consulting producer, and writer in the writers room of a scripted comedy or drama.  I want to write my script and entertain people with them.

3. I am a production assistant or a crew member on a scripted comedy or drama.

4. I am a production assistant or a crew member on a TV news station like Global News and CTV News.

5. I am a production assistant or a crew member on a Canadian talk show like The Social.  I only watched a bit depending on the topic like it's about phone job interviews.

6.  I am a production assistant or a crew member of a Canadian reality show like The Bachelor Canada.  I don't watch this show or reality shows at all.

7. I am a production assistant or a crew member of a Canadian game show like Family Feud Canada.  I don't watch game shows.

My opinion: I want to entertain people with my TV scripts.  I will write my blog to entertain people.

I will give myself points that I tried to get my TV script produced from 2008-2012 when I was 22- 27 yrs old.  I only pitched my script to a smaller extent from 2013-2014 when I was 28-29 yrs old.

By 2015-2019, I barely pitched my script.

Lessons: 

1. I would rather try really hard and a lot for a long time to achieve my goal, and not succeed than not try at all and wonder "What if?"

I don't regret that my script never got produced, because I tried to get it produced intensely for 5 yrs (2008-2012).  Also to a lesser extent 2013-2014.

It's important to live a life without regret.

Sept. 23, 2021:

"If I don't pursue this, I'll always regret it." -Anthony Doerr, author of All the Light We Cannot See. "Powerful prose" by Ellen Schwartz

Costco Connection magazine Oct./ Nov. 2021


2. Go after what you want and with all your time, effort, and money.

3. Follow your passion.

4. There is an abundance of different jobs in the industry you want to work in.


Nov. 4, 2021 "Missing Out: In Praise of the Unlived Life" by : I was going through my old newspaper clippings and I found this book:

"A transformative book about the lives we wish we had and what they can teach us about who we are.

All of us lead two parallel lives: the one we are actively living, and the one we feel we should have had or might yet have. As hard as we try to exist in the moment, the unlived life is an inescapable presence, a shadow at our heels. 

And this itself can become the story of our lives: an elegy to unmet needs and sacrificed desires. We become haunted by the myth of our own potential, of what it might be that we have in ourselves to be or to do. And this can make of our lives a perpetual falling short.

But what happens if we remove the idea of failure from this equation? With his flair for graceful paradox, the acclaimed psychoanalyst Adam Phillips suggests that if we accept frustration as a way of outlining what we really want, satisfaction suddenly becomes possible. 

To crave a life without frustration is to crave a life without the potential to identify and accomplish our desires.

In this elegant, compassionate, and absorbing book, Phillips draws deeply on his own clinical experience as well as on the works of Shakespeare and Freud, of Donald Winnicott and William James, to suggest that missing out, getting away with it, and not getting it are all chapters in our unlived lives--and may be essential to the one fully lived."

Missing Out: In Praise of the Unlived Life by Adam Phillips (goodreads.com)


This week's theme is about filmmaking and TV production:

"Write here, right now" (TV writing & production in Canada)

Tracy's blog: "Write here, right now" (TV writing & production in Canada) (badcb.blogspot.com)

"Inside the CBC's permatemp culture"





My week:

Oct. 29, 2021 Dads on Duty: I found this on Facebook:




Calling out all RCSD Dads! We need you!
Update: We will also take all types of fathers figures such as tios (uncles), grandfathers, older brothers, godfathers, pastors, deacons, youth leaders, coaches, off duty firemen, any positive adult male role model with some time to give. Ensure your future by investing in theirs.



"Edmonton woman wins $250K lotto on her birthday": Today I found this article by Adam Lachacz on CTV news:


An Edmonton woman bought a lottery ticket for her birthday on Sunday and ended up winning a $250,000 prize.

Leanne Anderson purchased a LOTTO MAX ticket on Sept. 24 and discovered she had won the prize the next day — on her birthday.

"I was going to the store and I thought, 'I should check my tickets,'" Anderson said, in a news release. "I didn't think I was going to win, but I thought it sure would be cool if I won on my birthday.

"When I scanned the ticket I was shocked," she added. "I was in complete disbelief."

Anderson said she planned to pay off her mortgage with the winnings and put whatever is leftover into her savings account.

She purchased the winning ticket at the Clareview Lotto Centre at 4950 137 Ave. NW.

Edmonton woman wins $250K lotto on her birthday | CTV News

Nov.2, 2021 Halloween: I watched the We Bare Bears episodes "Charlie's Halloween Thing" and "Charlie's Halloween Thing 2" where the characters go through some scary stories.

I watched It's the Great Pumpkin, Charlie Brown.  PBS was airing it.  I haven't seen this in the last 5 yrs.  When I watch this now, there seems to be a lot of filler and not much of a story.  The kids go trick-or-treating and a Halloween party.  Linus and Sally wait for the Great Pumpkin in the pumpkin patch.  They show Snoopy in his Red Baron pilot costume and acting out his adventure.

This year (like last year) my mom put out a big box of pencil crayons boxes for the trick-or-treaters.  From 6-7pm, all 16 pencil crayon boxes were given away.

I went on Facebook to see people's costumes.

The next day I called Shoppers Drug Mart, and they said they still have Halloween candy on sale.  I walked there first thing when they opened on Nov.1, but they didn't have the chocolate bars that I liked.  (Kit Kat, Coffee Crisp).


"Two Canadians must each repay more than $100,000 in benefits for 22 fake children": Today I found this article by Christopher Nardi on National Post:



OTTAWA – If you hope to claim the Canada Child Benefit (CCB), you’d better actually have children and not fraudulently make them up unless you want to spend time behind bars, warns the Canada Revenue Agency (CRA).

In September, Cornwall, Ont., resident Patrick Paquette was sentenced to 22 months of house arrest followed by a curfew after pleading guilty to one count of fraud related to significant CCB fraud.

The CCB is a tax-free monthly payment that pays up to $569.41 per month to assist parents with the cost of raising a child.

Two Canadians must each repay more than $100,000 in benefits for 22 fake children | National Post

My opinion: I didn't know that you can get CCB from the government.  Then again, I never wanted to have kids.

You can get paid of be foster parent: 

Support for foster and kinship caregivers | Alberta.ca

Futurama: I told this to my brother P.

Tracy: You're probably thinking about that Futurama episode where Bender becomes a foster parent.

P: Yeah.

 The Cyber House Rules | Futurama Wiki | Fandom